Thursday, May 26, 2016
Wednesday, May 18, 2016
People get mad. People handle their anger in diffrent ways. Some are explosive. Some shut down. Some you can't even tell. Some just internalize it. We all cool down in different ways. Some need to walk away. Others talk it out.
I take things internally, I stress, cry, over think, and worry endlessly when im mad, i need to ralk things out till im blue in the face. If I don't I sit and think about it, and make my self sick. Trey, also internalizes his anger, but needs time and space to think things through and cool off. Because of this difference it can make things hard for me, I want to talk and resolve it, but he needs time. And i struggle endlessly with it. I don't like space, it scares me, but he needs it. I have to teach me self how to love him with out suffocating him. And I do love him.
Thursday, May 5, 2016
So on my way to work the song surivivor can on, it's originaly by Destinys Child. But the version I was listening to was Alvin and the chipetts.
This sound was a reminder that I'm doing good. I've left people (this is plural, so more than one...) behind, and I'm doing better then they thought I would.
At the end of the song is a.... BLESSING! that's right, she is a big enough person to wish them all the best! This was a reminder to be a bigger person and forgive everyone, and BLESS them! This can be hard (Im talking to my self) its really hard to forgive people, but just as a small scratch can get just as infected as a large one, you need to wash out the bad stuff and let the wound heal, by leaving it alone. Also remember you can't heal someone elses wounds.
Any way hope every one is having a good week, and share a smile with a stranger :)