Friday, July 20, 2018

Long days

So my job keeps me busy. Like really busy. Babies eat every 3 hours and it take almost a hour and a half to feed them so I have an hour and a half to get everything else done.  Let's just say I don't get much done. Some days are worse with babies that are really fussy, but other days are a little better where they sleep perfectly. Most days I get thrown up on at least once. I've peed on. Some days push me to my breaking point. I've come close to crying in front of my boss. Those who know me know I hate crying, especially in front of others. Some how by the grace of God, I have made it through these hard days. And I'll keep make it work. Everyday I don't quit or give in, I get stronger. I'm exhausted, physically, emotionally, spiritually, any way you can be exhausted, I am. However that's when you grow the most when your at your wits end, not when you're doing good. Those of you who pray, please pray that God continues to give me the strength and patience to do this job. And those who don't keep sending me your good vibes. <3